Fears and Failings

I'm unmotivated. Given the choice or the opportunity to go take a photo I'd like to or sit at home and watch the Simpsons, I'll sit at home.
I'm way too shy. I have a big problem going up to people and asking if I can photograph them.
I'm not meticulous. My negatives aren't numbered, they're not even in orderly piles.
I have no darkroom skills. My negatives are covered with dust and when I do print, I print badly.
I don't follow through. Leads, offers, galley shows, too often I just let them go.